My question was simple enough and I was perfectly prepared for a no or a yes but what I got instead was an ambiguous answer that leaves more questions than it answers. I had sent my question and her reply to 3 different people who came back with 4 different interpretations. Plus mine, that gives at least 5 possible interpretations. That’s just how ambiguous the answer is that I have no idea what to do next.
She is a close friend and wishes to continue to be one. However, I don’t understand how she could give me such an answer knowing full well all the previous experiences that I have had. Getting an ambiguous answer like the one she gave me just hurts the hell out of me. Coming from someone who knows better than to do that just pains me even more.
While I would like to continue to be close friends, how does one continue to be close friends with someone who has knowingly inflicted so much hurt and pain?
Yesterday was a very bad day for me, having lost my entire Tier 1 support network in a day. This is not a good time to lose my support network but I guess that it is the price that I pay for being the foolish idiot that I am.
Anyway, I mentioned at the beginning that I will not turn this blog into the emotional basket case that the previous one was and I intend to keep it that way. This one is going to be kept clean. Your regular programming will return very soon.
Sybreon Ones Nought 